I feel like I’ve hit a wall.
My flannel is wrinkled.
The spikes in my hair are flat.
I don’t want to write any more. At least not right now. Not today. That’s for sure.
I am more content watching TV shows and movies or reading books. Allowing words and images to wash over me instead of coaxing or forcing them out from that tricky place that’s part heart, part soul.
Part of me says it’s not ok. Writers write. If I’m not writing, I’m not a writer.
The other part says take a break. Even if I’m not writing, I’m storing words and thoughts for future use.
Here’s some of what I’ve been watching and reading:
Sons of Anarchy — W started watching this biker drama. I read somewhere that SOA is based on Hamlet and that got this English major’s juices flowing. So, yeah, it’s well written and well acted, and I like trying to figure out the parallels to the Shakespearean tragedy. There’s a couple of minor lesbian storylines, but this one is all about the boys and their bikes. Look for cameos from Stephen King, 70s hottie Adrienne Barbeau and Jimmy Smits. And appearances by Venus Van Dam, the show’s transgender character.
Women of Will — Speaking of Shakespeare, I saw this play at a local Shakespeare festival last weekend. Really, it’s part play, part lecture. Master Shakespearean actor Tina Packer deconstructs the Bard’s most famous female characters with the help of fellow actor Nigel Gore. Is it wrong that I was hoping for a sexy scene between perchance Lady Macbeth and Queen Gertrude? Here’s the question I asked myself right before the show began: How do I relate any of this to my writing? Five minutes in, Packer was riffing on the role of gender in Shakespeare and how Will’s female characters changed as his perceptions about women evolved. Gender. Can we ever get a break?
The Guilt Trip — In this cheesy comedy, Seth Rogen takes a cross-country road trip with his over-involved Mom, played by Barbra Streisand. There are some genuine laughs, but I especially enjoyed the running gag of this mother-son duo listening to the audio version of Jeffrey Eugenides’ Middlesex throughout the trip. Because gender. There it is again.
Lucy — Scarlett Johansson plays a young woman exposed to a synthetic drug that allows her to access 100 percent of her brain and develop cool superhero-like powers. “She’s hot!” W blurted out at the beginning of the movie, allowing all of us to read her thought bubble. It was some kind of auto-Johansson response. No doubt ScarJo is a looker with those blue eyes and blonde locks. But I was hoping for something a little campier. In the end though, what’s not to like about a beautiful babe kicking ass.
Bad Words — Jason Bateman finds a loophole in a spelling bee competition and creates a scene as he takes out the school-age competitors one by one. I like when Bateman plays assholes. See Juno. Oh, and words. There were lots of big words. And a scene with boobs.
A Most Wanted Man — Philip Seymour Hoffman plays a German spy in this John le Carre thriller. It’s Seymour Hoffman’s last starring role. As the credits rolled, W and I just looked at each other. Sigh. How sad.
The Best Nonrequired American Reading 2013 — Short stories, lists, poems, cartoons, all in one book. An eclectic collection. I read this every year.
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What about you? What are you watching/reading this summer?